I dont want to discourage those who are following this and praying for me because God's plan is best no matter what happens and never forget that. I ask that you continue praying not only for me but also for the mission whether I am involved or not. This is what happened a little while ago while I was preparing for the mission...
I have this feeling of running right now and just ignoring what happened. I was reading the passage of the burning bush and Moses thinking about the story of how God lead me to small group and how I intend to tell it in Congo. as soon as I got to the point where God said "tell them I Am sent you" I was thinking about how God sent me to small group and then how I would say the same thing in Congo about how God sent me to them. As I began to find comfort in it my heart sank. I don't understand. Do You not want me to go? I fear that I am going when I am not supposed to. But I also have not raised all the money so technically i am currently not going and that could relate to James 3 and how I shouldn't plan tomorrow according to my will. I also fear that I don't go when I am supposed to. it took me longer to think that sentence out. I need to find comfort in that fact that it may be God's will for me not to go. I am talking too much now...
I don't know exactly what this means for me but do not stop praying as I will not stop til He says so. I will still participate in this mission as a sender if I am not supposed to go. I have an appointment to get my vaccinations on monday.
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